Monday, July 21, 2008
Pissed. So so pissed.
A new guy came today and i've been so busy. Hmm... what's the connection u may wonder. Well, i was busy setting up his computer, his email, the shared folders n all the admin work related to a new guy coming in. When did i become the admin girl? Well, i dunno. Seems that it was part of my job scope! Woo hoo! I love my life. -Pissed-
I swear this new guy probably has no idea i'm not the administrator. It's annoying really. Since when did i have to do all of that? The job is getting on my nerves. It seriously makes me feel like some dumb girl who has no brains and needs to get her learning from fixing the printer and all.
Doesn't help that i screwed up interviews today huh? Sighz...
YYY
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
| You Are a Fierce Femme |
 You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right. But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check. In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it... You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act! |
| You Should Date A Swede! |
 You're a romantic, albeit an understated and practical one. It's more about a steady partnership for you, not unrestrained falling Your Swede will give you the unwavering love you crave While making up some mean pancakes and meatballs on the side! |
| Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect |
 Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! |
| You Have Your Sarcastic Moments |
 While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge. In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead! And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in. Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious. |
| Your Famous Movie Kiss is from Cruel Intentions |
 "I'm the only girl you can't have, and it kills you." |
| You Are 73% Sexy |
 Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High
You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. |
YYY
Friday, March 09, 2007
Hey guys,
i will not be updating on this blog anymore from today onwards. I can no longer view this blog as a webpage and so i have no idea how my blog looks like to u guys now.
Instead, i've set up a new one for me to rant about the crazy things that happen in my life and stuff. It's http://yeeshs-gedanken.blogspot.com/I will not be deleting this blog cos i have too many posts in this one but neither will i be updating on it. Think i will try and transfer all the posts to my new blog and maybe after that, i will delete this one. =P
Alrightey, that's all from me.
Tschuss!
YYY
Tuesday, February 27, 2007

YYY
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Another one of those silly tests i take when i get bored...
YeEsh, your position as middle child shows most strongly in your .
Similar to other middle children, you are probably very stable emotionally which makes people feel at ease around you. In addition, having older and younger siblings taught you how to appreciate diverse points of view. You have learned that the best way to resolve conflict is by remaining calm and open to compromise. Like other middle children, you tend to radiate warmth, affection and maturity. You are likely to display an extraordinary ability to remain composed even in stressful situations. --> Comeon man, this is not a trait of all middle child lehs...
Birth order influences your relationship with your parents, siblings (if you have them) and how you ultimately learn to interact with the world. It can provide an insightful way to better understand your approach to friendships, romance, and how you meet life's challenges.
YYY
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Been feeling weird since after Run2. Couldn't really quite figure out what was wrong till i read Yn Ay's blog. Yeah... lack of closure. I can still feel FTB in me. It's like it's not over but it's over! (Ok...sounds weird but i'm not high on vodka k? Not gonna take out some tube from my bag and start sipping. =P I'm sure u know what i mean.)
I feel, for the lack of a better word, WEIRD. I feel empty... It's like something's missing from my life. I's like i don't fit in anywhere. It's not really the people. (Hey, i'm not saying that the people are not important k? You have no clue how much i miss them all. It's just that the feeling is different even if i were to meet up with all my facilitators, SFs, helpers, org comm again.) It's not just the camp either. It's like a feeling. A "high" feel, a feeling that everything was alright and that my life is in order - No, i wun get that from vodka or sipping something from a tube that comes out of my pouch. Okay... very abstract. Quite sure some of you think i'm typing gibberish. But i really can't describe it. If u can look inside my heart/brain, then maybe you'll know what i mean.
Anyway, let's go back to talking about why i actually typed this entry. CLOSURE. Hmmm... yeah. I agree that there was a lack of closure but then again i'm not sure if i want a closure either. In fact, i don't really want it to end. There's really nothing wrong with a closure. Just that i'm insecure. I'm afraid that with a closure, i will lose all that i have gained in this summer. All the friends - my dearest facilitators - Yn Ay, Zo, Wensi, Alvin, Shah, Nat, CK and of cos all the rest of Run2, my dearest SFs - especially Esther and Jo (it doesn't take a genius to realise that Esther, Jo and I are very similar and click very well tgt yea?). I think a closure is scary. I have no clue what it will be like - whether it will do good for me cos it'll help in making me feel un-weird or it'll be bad cos i will lose all that i have gained.
Haiz... Maybe the problem is not with closure or no closure... Maybe the problem is me? Maybe i'm just too insecure? Maybe i should have joined Yn Ay and the rest of them on saturday? Oh, Whatever.
YYY
Monday, August 14, 2006
Had absolute fun over the past 3 days... really proud of my facilitators. I'm GLAD that we all made Andrew so touched that he cried. Now looking forward to Mambo this coming wednesday. Let's flood that place with SMU facilitators!!! Hahhahah... i seriously can't imagine 6 sections worth of facilitators dere. Anyway, gotta keep this post short. I'm going for run 3 and i haven't done a single bit of packing. Hahhahah... So well, let all the pictures i have from my phone tell the story.
Yishan still doesn't have the beard yet... =) See the transformer thingy on my forehead? Courtesy of Clement the dieseased. =P
I love the sun on Yn Ay's forehead!!! So kawaii larh...
Ugly Yishan and CK... See? I have a beard already =P
Anyway, i shall post more after i've gotten all the photos from josh and the rest of the facilitators... There's a LOT more in store. Hhahaha... RUN 2 ROCKS!!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
YYY